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hirvi74 ◴[] No.46000685[source]
I can't bring myself to try an SSRI. I just cannot do it. I've got a prescription for an NDRI on my desk, and I still won't take it. I am not anti-psychiatry either. I take psychiatric medication for a different condition already. But something about anti-depressants just doesn't sit well with me.

As crazy as it may sound, I think a lot of my depression stems from living a life that is not true to myself and due to countless failed attempts to be someone I cannot never be. As far as I am concerned, depression is just a symptom of my situation and not some true disorder. For the sake of analogy, I would say it's like food poisoning. Yes, the GI issues are awful, but the body is responding appropriately.

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abraxas ◴[] No.46008599[source]
Depression is almost never caused by actual life circumstance - just by your response and usually a delayed response.

Also you should try your SSRI prescription. They really aren't very strong drugs. You might get mild relief or if you're like me and the majority of people you will see no effect whatsoever. It's worth a try anyway. You won't get "high" or "dull" or any of that nonsense. At best it will lift your mood a bit. But more often than not, just won't do anything.

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1. hirvi74 ◴[] No.46011472[source]
Well, all the n number of times I have been depressed in the past have been resolved by a change in life circumstances, so perhaps I am just an outlier?

> SSRI prescription

I'm supposed to take an NDRI (Bupropion) and not an SSRI, which is kind of like Ritalin or cocaine. The problem is that I already take amphetamines every single day, so I am not sure why this is really the one my doctors settled on.

In fact, they told me that if my blood pressure increases anymore that I am to stop the medication immediately and then contact them. So, that's not really inspiring a lot of motivation in me.