I think you may be suffering from AI psychosis. There have been a ton of cases of this, especially with ChatGPT, recently, and this bears all the hallmarks. Here are some resources:
https://www.greaterwrong.com/posts/2pkNCvBtK6G6FKoNn/so-you-...
https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/6ZnznCaTcbGYsCmqu/the-rise-o...
https://minihf.com/posts/2025-07-22-on-chatgpt-psychosis-and...
Please seek help. I bear you no ill will. Its just a scary thing to see happen to someone.