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20 points chrsig | 1 comments | | HN request time: 0.224s | source

Some background on me: I've reached a point where I quit my job of 11 years without notice due to sheer burnout. Shortly after I was hospitalized for a bit.

I'm trying to recover, getting back into healthy routines.

I'm also suffering quite a bit of imposter syndrome due to not having a 4 year degree.

I'm suffering from a lot of analysis paralysis trying to select a side project for a portfolio. Once I decide, I get another layer on how I'm going to implement it. And eventually it winds up feeling like I'm better off not doing any of them.

In my last job I was responsible for a mission critical service in the form of an apache module. Which I can attest is a rather hostile environment. So I'm pretty battle tested in the c/c++ arena.

In my spare time I've reveled in physically based rendering. So I've got enough trig & calc in my head to be dangerous.

My asks of HN:

- What are interviews like these days? How important is it to have a visable portfolio of working projects?

- How much of the AI hype is HN nerds nerding out about AI versus actually implementing AI, versus gluing AI apis together?

- How do you keep yourselves engaged with pet projects? My github is a field of projects 1/4 of the way completed before I lost steam on them.

I need some hope that future employment is possible.

1. RomainLoupias ◴[] No.45247825[source]
You're more qualified than most founders I know, not because of degrees or titles, but because you've been deep in the fire and came out with clarity. Burnout isn’t a flaw in your ability, it’s often the cost of high ownership in broken systems. Stepping away without notice sounds like survival, not weakness.

On your questions: I believe portfolios matter less than signal. A solid GitHub readme, a tiny demo with personality, or even a clean writeup can open doors. Hiring today is noisy, clarity stands out more than size.

AI hype is mostly wrappers + vibes. But that's a feature. If you can ship small, real tools that feel smart, you’re ahead. Nobody’s expecting you to train models.

On staying engaged: what helped me was shipping for insight, not polish. Projects as questions, not proof. The goal isn’t “a finished app,” it’s “what did I just learn about what I love, hate, or want to do more of?”

You clearly still care about the craft, about growth. That’s the rarest signal of all.

Rooting for you.