More specifically, my mental health. I'm a bit of a mess, and I'm not sure I'll be able to properly commit to any external endeavors until I'm feeling better inside.
Keep at it, let the time heal you, I’m rooting for you. I was, and still am, having mental health issues for many reasons. Some are permanent, some are not. I’ve recently begun to be able to engage with hobbies again after at least months, if not years. You’ll get there too, I am sure. I won’t give advice, just a friendly note :)