About three months ago I had a moment of clarity when I realized that all I did with my spare time was work out, smoke weed, and play video games (not at the same time). So I decided to reallocate a portion of my video game time to learning artistic skills. Largely learning to draw with the classic book Drawing On The Right Side Of The Brain, but I've also been making music and video games and learning 3D modelling in Blender. I'm not good at any of it yet but I'm having a great time.